pain'll have you seeing all manner of things angels devils friends and when you'r finally certain you've seen everything then they're gone again paced a hundred thousand miles when I couldn't sleep wandering my bad memories all my life is a waking dream and I don't know what is real what is here and what is just me my mother was at her easel my father was so hurt I grew up playin' alone in the sage br sh and dirt cruel little town, it beat me down, told me I didn't deserve the things I've earned Tried to be brave it was a mistake now I tend to my own fires but the world it burns and all I've learned is that the wicked always rise I guess I want to know what's going on in your mind like if you punched me again you think I'd feel it this time? I know two things: life is strange and I can take a kick some men get sent there, I was born in the shit this morning smiled a seriff on my bedroom wall I said to no one in particular I want to live after all but the city is a widow and the skyline is on fire and the world is surely ending and it's beautiful tonight my world is a waking dream I don't know what is real and what is me I don't want to feel it, but I know I'm gonna dream it and that's why I ain't sleeping tonight now the churches are all rotting and the skyline is on fire the world is surely ending and it's beautiful tonight the light shines in the darkness and the darkeness just gets worse and I don't want to bother is, until I'm in my hearse The men they are all dying and the children have been raped but if you ask them how they are they'll say theire doing great the soldiers there was no great vision, there was no round of applause just a man alone in bed, who didn't lose after all